REMEMBERING THE ROUTE TOWARDS THE โ€˜UPโ€™

SNIPPETS OF THOUGHT โ€˜This too shall passโ€™ -Retrieved from my first blog, where I originally wrote and published this- March 30th 2017-  DANCINGWITHENVELOPES  Over this last week, it became increasingly apparent that I was moving forwards from Depression. I suddenly had feelings again, I wasnโ€™t under a bell jar, my surroundings were inviting me to … Continue reading REMEMBERING THE ROUTE TOWARDS THE โ€˜UPโ€™

Does a Politics and Philosophy graduate vote?

Do you vote in political elections? Absolutelyโ€ฆ But why? Exactly. Iโ€™m literally refusing to let myself get into the topic of how I bring myself to do it. Iโ€™m still paying off my student debt to convince myself why I should or should not voteโ€ฆ and thatโ€™s ridiculous. I have qualified in the Art of … Continue reading Does a Politics and Philosophy graduate vote?

Step it up a notch

Trigger Warning- References to suicide and self harm, this is a poem I wrong months and months ago before today, when I found it in saved drafts, I decided to publish it, due to the poignance and the power of the ; and itโ€™s meaning, and significance, worth and hopeโ€ฆ

I found myself issuing unnerving questioning to my โ€˜selfโ€™โ€ฆ

Am I โ€˜allowedโ€™ to post about NOT being ALRIGHT?๐Ÿ’™โ€˜Itโ€™s okay not to be okayโ€™๐Ÿ’š I wonder why I felt as though this even had to be considered a questionโ€ฆ self doubtโ€™s reliable โ€˜onโ€™ switch, quickly reminded me, as the champion over thinker I am, YES- clearly, self doubt might be pulling too many of my … Continue reading I found myself issuing unnerving questioning to my โ€˜selfโ€™โ€ฆ

Unwitting descents causeโ€™ itโ€™s the law- A poem about incarceration and freedom

My own original Artwork- On Prison abolition- a poetic expression to share a viewpoint Throughout lifeโ€™s glinted Halls of Ivy Where sections, two, to section three Plus 136, 54, 52 Impound the freedom you thought you knew Primed in cuffs, restraints and force Unwilling, you face oppressionโ€™s source Extra curricular, custodial schools Unwitting descents, versed … Continue reading Unwitting descents causeโ€™ itโ€™s the law- A poem about incarceration and freedom

Slipping as I am gripping

Whenever you turn over that old familiar phrase: โ€˜Hitting Rock Bottomโ€™, what do you think of? โ€˜Rock bottomโ€™- in reference to a โ€˜placeโ€™ which words, fears, struggles and experiences, have all come together, in a tragedy of human sufferings, to create language which wields such a strange power, to turn memory and words into a … Continue reading Slipping as I am gripping

One word to describe the cataclysm of a self that is I!?

Word to describe myself? Tough one- but Iโ€™m going to go with โ€˜Spiritedโ€™ โ€˜Spiritedโ€™ I have not the audacity to call myself โ€˜unconquerableโ€™, because, believe me, life has threatened and humbled my steadfast and passionate spirit with too many a persistent reminder, not to get ahead of myself, and to learn the (inconvenience of a … Continue reading One word to describe the cataclysm of a self that is I!?

A shower of words to help those on a healing journeyโ€ฆ which is all of us reallyโ€ฆโค๏ธ

I hope you enjoyed reading these powerful quotes and messages, and that in all their diversity, you find one or twoโ€ฆ or three! Which resonate with you strongly, wherever you are in your journey right now! โค๏ธ

Sharing mind hacks for our minds in motion!

Hello! A question we can all benefit from sharing between usโ€ฆ What are some of the different ways people try to keep themselves distracted/occupied/ mentally engaged for lengths of time? Iโ€™m talking: Coping strategies for those extra tough days, a new challenge to try doing something new or different, ways to try and keep your … Continue reading Sharing mind hacks for our minds in motion!

Making sense

I feel the terror of acknowledgment My whole mind and body, thoughts and beliefs Have been fabricated by cruel traumaโ€™s pretence Iโ€™ve been living my whole life in the narrative of the past tense See that colour, glimpse that number? Awaken thy devilโ€™s idle slumber I remember staring, into that stud of a groove, Piercing … Continue reading Making sense

Have a free poem day! Happy free poem day to you all!

Yay! https://mindinmotion.home.blog/?page_id=3533 ๐ŸŒˆ Blog Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination. Mind In Motion- You'll love who we are Navigating life's … Continue reading Have a free poem day! Happy free poem day to you all!

Personal growth and Philosophy quotes for today โค๏ธ

Reclaiming a self- Philosophical Quotes which enable me to keep on paving my own path

Sent from the Wisdom app.

Why the fuck did I think that!?

Welcome to the end of another pretty ruthless year; 2024. This time last year, I felt a great deal more celebratory in this day, the birthday of Jesus Christ- 25th Decemberโ€ฆ. Iโ€™d just been discharged from a hospital admission whereby my abusive ex partner had found out where I was feeling and staying in refuge … Continue reading Why the fuck did I think that!?

Smiles rise across faces, like silent songs, hushing storms as they pass

More than just a โ€˜serviceโ€™ So I admit itโ€ฆ Recently, Iโ€™ve had a great deal of negative and emotionally charged declarations of fury to spurt out in angry statements, regarding the NHS, and โ€˜the state of the present day failingsโ€™ which recent experiences may well have influenced in shaping my words. In fact, Iโ€™ve been … Continue reading Smiles rise across faces, like silent songs, hushing storms as they pass

Hard workโ€ฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!

In what ways does hard work make you feel fulfilled? *First of all- Credit for the featured image set for this post goes to the wonderfully talented Artist Ella Dorson, who created the portrait of myself and my dog, blended spoken words exchanged between us beautifully, and used her Artwork of me alongside and part … Continue reading Hard workโ€ฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!

Again, I lack present capacity for sensible answers, so you wonโ€™t get one today

What could you do more of? Stanley cannot even believe Iโ€™m about to admit this, butโ€ฆ I could certainly shut the fuck up, that is absolutely apparent, particularly evidenced by the fact that people who spend an hour in my company, are on average 7 times more likely to need a holiday, 10 times more … Continue reading Again, I lack present capacity for sensible answers, so you wonโ€™t get one today

Best advice in small packages

What's the best piece of advice you've ever received? Iโ€™ve received a lot of brilliant advice over time, and to be honest, itโ€™s going to be way too difficult to narrow it down, so Iโ€™m just going to come out with a recent rather hilarious piece of advice I received courtesy of a mental health … Continue reading Best advice in small packages

Disclaimer: My current mood and mindset is far off the sensibleโ€™ or โ€˜behave like an adultโ€™ radar. Answers to Questions may experience adverse side effects.

Which topics would you like to be more informed about? You ask, โ€˜which topics would I like to be more informed about?โ€™โ€ฆ This is considerate of a daily question prompt, to ask, and appreciation for a false sense of a blogging appโ€™s daily generated prompts might actually give a real fuck, about the lonesome writers … Continue reading Disclaimer: My current mood and mindset is far off the sensibleโ€™ or โ€˜behave like an adultโ€™ radar. Answers to Questions may experience adverse side effects.

The Echoes- Sounds that in fact always reverberate, even if to human ears they โ€˜fadeโ€™โ€ฆ My song which was not โ€˜my lastโ€™ after all.

One of the most heartbreaking songs I ever improvised, singing out what I genuinely believed to be my last goodbyes, feeling lost to the dark and dreadful lure of suicide, I found myself singing this song because I couldnโ€™t say the words โ€˜helpโ€™ any louder than I already had been doing for years in my … Continue reading The Echoes- Sounds that in fact always reverberate, even if to human ears they โ€˜fadeโ€™โ€ฆ My song which was not โ€˜my lastโ€™ after all.

Tickling my brain- WHO ever first said โ€˜booโ€™ to a Goose- regardless of how shy!?

Question thatโ€™s tickling my brain: Why do people say: โ€˜they wouldnโ€™t say boo to a Gooseโ€™ when trying to describe quiet/shy/reserved people? What? Iโ€™m not a quiet person at all- but I myself would not go around saying โ€˜BOO!โ€™ To Geese either- who ever did say BOO to a Goose in order to be classified … Continue reading Tickling my brain- WHO ever first said โ€˜booโ€™ to a Goose- regardless of how shy!?

10 Dark Truths that will Make You Stronger.

Web. 10 Dark Truths that will Make You Stronger. Well worthy re-blog!

s.o.s- saving our souls

Top tips for people in blips - saving yourself from suicide,
A work in progress Iโ€™m creating as I too, travel along this lifeโ€™s journey ๐ŸŒˆโค๏ธ

Oh behold all the fucks I give!

vm.tiktok.com/ZGe7TMTpV/ I'm skint, I've ran out of me meds, the mental health services in this city (barring the charity Mind), have added even more ingredients to that C-PTSD diagnosis I've been gifted by life and Psychiatrists, the Bipolar shits and giggles that in all seriousness- CLEARLY cause problems and shenanigans... The perpetrators and the global … Continue reading Oh behold all the fucks I give!

Ooooohhh what a question!

How would you describe yourself to someone who can't see you? The chance to reinvent a โ€˜descriptionโ€™ so suit some eyes that cannot see meโ€ฆ harder than it sounds, and you perhaps Iโ€™m not actually the one best qualified anywayโ€ฆ Wow, Iโ€™m trying to not overthink this or overanalyse the variables which I always feel … Continue reading Ooooohhh what a question!

Disclaimer- This post might cause problems

Psychedelics- I need your help (I think) A disclaimer:I donโ€™t mean to be insensitive, Iโ€™m just really not capable of thinking without speaking first. So a good question was asked: Do blind people get the same trippy visuals when taking mushrooms? Furthermore: The real question is that when deaf people get voices in their head … Continue reading Disclaimer- This post might cause problems

Does ADHD class as an โ€˜activityโ€™!?

Which activities make you lose track of time? What a question! ๐Ÿ˜‚ I canโ€™t tell whether itโ€™s the track of time making me lose the activities or the activities making me lose track of time!? Because believe me, they all seem to! Itโ€™s been suggested many times I get assessed for ADHDโ€ฆ I have tried, … Continue reading Does ADHD class as an โ€˜activityโ€™!?

Sketch your emotions free

Words can sometimes deceive us, despite their brilliant potential, they also have a power to constrain us, and lack the power to enable certain things to be expressedโ€ฆ We could write and speak, mask and pretend all we like, if only we could, and also, if only we didnโ€™t inadvertently do our mental wellbeing harm, … Continue reading Sketch your emotions free

Throwback quotes of funnier days

โ€˜Ellie, when I woke up and tripped over you on the floor next to the fireplace, you looked like youโ€™d been fucked in a skip!โ€™ -Were the words of wisdom, as the person I could swear had definitely passed out after being FAR more wrecked than I myself had wound up, the night before. Indeed, … Continue reading Throwback quotes of funnier days

For Light and Memory.

A short read reflecting on the gratitude I have for everything my late mother gave me while she was here, and afterโ€ฆ

Love for the little things in life- love your pencil โค๏ธ๐ŸŽจ

Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life. Throughout life so far, Iโ€™ve tended to notice an unexpected trend, which has made itself known to me, despite extenuated hype surrounding the โ€˜thingโ€™ in question, it really does seem to be the case that the โ€˜biggerโ€™ the thing it is, in life, … Continue reading Love for the little things in life- love your pencil โค๏ธ๐ŸŽจ

Zodiac projections- just for fun, where does the Gemini โ€˜fitโ€™?

Hmmmโ€ฆ Hi, Iโ€™m a Gemini, and whilst playing a piano , I have managed also, to become distracted by something on saw on Facebookโ€ฆ Already, I think itโ€™s possible to predict how this Geminiโ€™s Tuesday morning tangent is going! ๐Ÿ˜‚ Whilst in the middle of playing improvised songs on my piano (well keyboard, but still, … Continue reading Zodiac projections- just for fun, where does the Gemini โ€˜fitโ€™?

A warningโ€ฆ

You wonโ€™t know until you know, or Iโ€™ve died trying to achieve an end which is for the greater good, particularly in terms of politics, philosophy, and end to globalised corruption, and the primary concern of helping others- most specifically in the dual circumstances of addiction and mental health- but what Iโ€™m finding out is … Continue reading A warningโ€ฆ

Newly discovered old Poem

For several soundless seasons passedIโ€™ve searched my future, present, past Iโ€™m looking for the tools I hadBack in some age where days were glad I thought about the skills I had, and subsequently, I began to grope my mind Language would follow meThrough my daysThen help me translateThe joy and the wretched,The divine, the unknown,All … Continue reading Newly discovered old Poem

Pending echoes- lyrics to my last song, link to recorded version yet to come!

Life, death, beauty beside decay, as ms portrayed visually, as a reminder of transformation, which sometimes only starts after death. Madness, eh! Hello hello Is anybody out there? Hello hello Can anybody hear? Hello hello All I hear are echoes I shout your name but no one hears The echoes, echoes, All I hear are … Continue reading Pending echoes- lyrics to my last song, link to recorded version yet to come!

What a question! Why, Ive got 33 years worth of โ€˜strategiesโ€™, for those officially โ€˜diagnosedโ€™!

What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings? What an apt daily question to ask, of someone who is officially โ€˜diagnosedโ€™ as having C-PTSD, BPD, Major Depressive Illness, recurring eating disorders and a history of drug and alcohol addiction! You asked for this! Prepare yourselves for some disturbing answers, and hopefully, a few … Continue reading What a question! Why, Ive got 33 years worth of โ€˜strategiesโ€™, for those officially โ€˜diagnosedโ€™!

Waking up on the Ground

โ€˜The portalโ€™ I just walked up to the small building, which houses the interior of a wonderland called โ€˜Groundโ€™, which runs Art groups, as Iโ€™ve just been enlightened about. As it just so happened, Iโ€™d forgotten to ask the time and day the groups were actually on at the time I was told about themโ€ฆ … Continue reading Waking up on the Ground

The warrior and the shield

Life can be tough, Iโ€™m sure we can all agree. Sure itโ€™s got its beautiful moments and even years, too, but we go through life, and despite individual differences in specific circumstances, we are on a battlefield, always. You canโ€™t afford to let your guard down, neither can you afford to simply hide away from … Continue reading The warrior and the shield

Empathy gone too farโ€ฆ

So I have recently started writing in a journal with actual pen and paper again, for myself, because I realised the potential benefits to oneโ€™s mental health from this. This is what ended up happening, and I donโ€™t even understand how or why! The doodled perspective of Old skool phone with its daily challenges I … Continue reading Empathy gone too farโ€ฆ

Anyone with any sense will understand my reaction to such a question

What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months? Iโ€™ll keep it short and sweet for once. Life is incredibly unpredictable. Biggest challenge Iโ€™ll face in the next six months? How. The. Fuck Would I know!? Daily prompt, I am starting to question your integrity. Even my crystal ball canโ€™t cooperate … Continue reading Anyone with any sense will understand my reaction to such a question

Top tips for people in dips- Save yourself from suicide

In crisis? You are definitely not alone. This post is not a cure all, just based on my own lived experiences with mental illness and suicidal crises, I hope that some of the ideas Iโ€™ve learned from myself and others, in order to survive, might be able help you when you need it so baby too. Please share the word of you can โค๏ธ

Questioning occurred, I complied

What do you complain about the most? Do you know what, right now, itโ€™s about stress. My instant emotional situation, which generally seems to have been building up and slowing down then building up and slowing down (etc)โ€ฆ well right now, I am so damn stressed. I can make guesses as to why, but Iโ€™m … Continue reading Questioning occurred, I complied

To all the lost, the survivors, the families the friends. My mental health is a journey, I too must pursue.

I want to take your hand in mine, then together, try and pull us through. A photo taken when i travelled in Indiaโ€ฆ I think it fits well with the topic I realised itโ€™s going to take more than just written words and spoken testimonies, which match like mirrors, the same actions others have tried … Continue reading To all the lost, the survivors, the families the friends. My mental health is a journey, I too must pursue.

Losing and then finding yourself

Youโ€™re still there- no matter how lost you are โ€˜Iโ€™ve lost myself trying to please everyone elseโ€ฆ Now Iโ€™m losing everyone and finding myselfโ€™ -Words written by a friend on a journey towards recovery The words of this friend got to me and moved me in quite a way. Iโ€™m sure Iโ€™m not alone in … Continue reading Losing and then finding yourself

โ€˜Do you need moneyโ€™?

God, doesnโ€™t the sight of it just make you mad you canโ€™t just reach into this still image and grab it, so you can heat your home? I stumbled upon an interesting question posted by a group on Facebook called โ€˜Humble Quoteโ€™. The question: โ€˜Answer This QuestionWithoutSaying, Yeah, Yea, Yo, Yes, Yah, Yup, Yap, Yep,'DO … Continue reading โ€˜Do you need moneyโ€™?

Contradictions

I know I need to write, to let off steam. If I donโ€™t write, then iโ€™ll just be left alone with the thoughts, and the thoughts are crap company. But โ€ฆContradictions

Evidence emerges to prove I have been โ€˜off my headโ€™ without any need for drugs/alcohol, from the beginning. I was born this way!

โ€˜Do I look high to you!? Never mind my new hat, you just focus on my question!โ€™ And my Dad swears to me that he had fed me no alcohol before taking this pictureโ€ฆ! โ€˜K hole? What K hole!?โ€™ Iโ€™m listening to the heartbeat of this soft and soothing pile of pebbles!โ€™ So I have … Continue reading Evidence emerges to prove I have been โ€˜off my headโ€™ without any need for drugs/alcohol, from the beginning. I was born this way!

What Mind-in-Motion is all about

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Brain in bloomโ€ฆ let it be! Grow potatoes in a bathtub you saw discarded on a street corner, and brought home in order to turn it into a marvellous potato and salad patch! What drives me to write, why do I care? Because I have to write in order to maintain a safe distance between … Continue reading What Mind-in-Motion is all about

Question of the day- What would my sign say?

If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say? Just add wordsโ€ฆ Wellโ€ฆ This is one of those prompts which you endeavour to write a post responding to it, with greater confidence in the first few seconds whereby you throw yourself into the challenge of answering, because it sounds easier to answer before you … Continue reading Question of the day- What would my sign say?

Question of the day time, round 1 of 2024

What are your biggest challenges? Due to this being a challenging prompt to answer. I have started things off with some delightful fractal colour My biggest challenges? Iโ€™d say one of my biggest challenges Iโ€™ve struggled with in life for many years now, is the task of acceptance and presenting to the world the โ€˜trueโ€™ … Continue reading Question of the day time, round 1 of 2024

First glass bauble- a poem from my old blog

First Glass Bauble A glass bauble hangs first, Itself, upon bristles flat, fat and green. In relief, windows shatter the surface of the dome. The canvas is cracked, into several shards Illuminating onthe curve, where the shine Peaks. Green bristles, flat though they are Exist in as a life in the current of living, A … Continue reading First glass bauble- a poem from my old blog

Surprises!

vm.tiktok.com/ZGeFVaqMY/ Christmas 2023- The magic of the day id forgotten was even around the corner, shocked me by how wonderful it was!

Music we need to hear

Put Down Your Weapons by -King Porter Stomp- on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/king-porter-stomp/put-down-your-weapons Put down your weapons by King Porter Stomp - Listen and move your body as you feel you want. On SoundCloud.

Abuse and the brain

Image credit to Linda CJ Turner In the field of neuroscience, the concept of neuronal survival and death is complex and can be influenced by various factors. Neurons are the โ€ฆ Abuse and the brain- credit to Linda CJ Turner Website: Linda CJ Turner website Wow. As a passionately curious individual concerning Neurology, and how … Continue reading Abuse and the brain

Waking Up to Who You Are

I have realised that the past and future are real illusions, that they exist in the present, which is what there is and all there is. We are living โ€ฆ Waking Up to Who You Are A re-blog of one of the most powerful posts Iโ€™ve ever read, it had me gripped, enshrouded by mixed … Continue reading Waking Up to Who You Are

Try me nowโ€ฆ

Try me nowโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve made some of the bravest decisions in my life, and broken chains which I never imagined I could even attempt to loosen. Iโ€™ve learned, and yes Iโ€™ve changed. But really, I hadnโ€™t actually changed who I really was. I just changed my response to fear, and speaking out for myself. Then I found myself again. Changed, but miraculously, still the same person I was before.

Sorry but I had to go

Say Something - Cover by Eve.Robinson on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/eve-robinson-4/say-something-cover Sounds that need hearing!