Trigger Warning- References to suicide and self harm, this is a poem I wrong months and months ago before today, when I found it in saved drafts, I decided to publish it, due to the poignance and the power of the ; and itโs meaning, and significance, worth and hopeโฆ
Tag: #suicide
I found myself issuing unnerving questioning to my โselfโโฆ
Am I โallowedโ to post about NOT being ALRIGHT?๐โItโs okay not to be okayโ๐ I wonder why I felt as though this even had to be considered a questionโฆ self doubtโs reliable โonโ switch, quickly reminded me, as the champion over thinker I am, YES- clearly, self doubt might be pulling too many of my … Continue reading I found myself issuing unnerving questioning to my โselfโโฆ
Explore Original Artwork, poetry, and Latest Updates
New updates and original Artwork! Enjoy! https://mindinmotion.home.blog/2024/07/13/sketch-your-emotions-free/?page_id=3969 Poetry Yet poetry can forge lyrics from mere words, and be sources of support, for when people- myself included- need that extra art of words and reframing of the fight- to help them through darkness coated mental health journeys, where relentless depression and delusions, dissociation and trauma can … Continue reading Explore Original Artwork, poetry, and Latest Updates
The birthday I never thought Iโd live to see
http://www.facebook.com/share/1YdfoAejCw/ (Please use the link above to access more to my story and this whole story, and the fundraiser page itself!) Remarkably, I experienced my 35th birthday yesterday (16th June). Whilst many of us, including myself, face the natural shock and aversion to advancing digits of age, feeling โoldโ and fretting naturally, for the cosmetic … Continue reading The birthday I never thought Iโd live to see
How could I ever hold back the absolute magnitude of gratitude I have to Mind HEY- Your Crisis Pad has saved my life
Smiling is always possible again I know Iโve posted about this before, and rightly so. This time though Iโm going to be more to the point, and the title has already basically said it all. All thatโs left to add to it, is the highlight of the entire reason Iโm still here to be writing … Continue reading How could I ever hold back the absolute magnitude of gratitude I have to Mind HEY- Your Crisis Pad has saved my life
Daily Art- comes from the fucking heart
Discuss, free soulsโฆ I am desperate hear your voice xxx
Hard workโฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!
In what ways does hard work make you feel fulfilled? *First of all- Credit for the featured image set for this post goes to the wonderfully talented Artist Ella Dorson, who created the portrait of myself and my dog, blended spoken words exchanged between us beautifully, and used her Artwork of me alongside and part … Continue reading Hard workโฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!
The Echoes- Sounds that in fact always reverberate, even if to human ears they โfadeโโฆ My song which was not โmy lastโ after all.
One of the most heartbreaking songs I ever improvised, singing out what I genuinely believed to be my last goodbyes, feeling lost to the dark and dreadful lure of suicide, I found myself singing this song because I couldnโt say the words โhelpโ any louder than I already had been doing for years in my … Continue reading The Echoes- Sounds that in fact always reverberate, even if to human ears they โfadeโโฆ My song which was not โmy lastโ after all.
Pressing the issue further
Mental Health No more tolerance for preventable mental health related deaths by Suicide, Homicide, Self Harm, lack of capacity to remain safe and/or protected by law and human rights to the dignity and equality of access to urgent and emergency care and intervention, to prevent tragedies- So many tragedies does our UK modern day era … Continue reading Pressing the issue further
A thank you to a previous team, at Mindโs crisis pad- praises well worth singing for those who genuinely save lives.
Iโve just had a really beneficial, possibly life altering conversation, with a volunteer who works for Hull Mindโs โCrisis Padโ service- which I probably wouldnโt have had a need or chance to do if certain preliminary and pre-existing NHS services, tasked with the rather voluminous task of saving peopleโs lives within crisis mental health servicesโฆ … Continue reading A thank you to a previous team, at Mindโs crisis pad- praises well worth singing for those who genuinely save lives.
Sketch your emotions free
Words can sometimes deceive us, despite their brilliant potential, they also have a power to constrain us, and lack the power to enable certain things to be expressedโฆ We could write and speak, mask and pretend all we like, if only we could, and also, if only we didnโt inadvertently do our mental wellbeing harm, … Continue reading Sketch your emotions free
How about this for a bit of raw reality, shed a little light on โGreat Britainโsโ plight
I donโt care anymore about holding back, this is what โGreat Britainโ looks like today, I am not scared to share situations which others will resonate with, silently. Confession time: Yeah, cheers government emergency crisis loan, I actually ended up using the ยฃ348 you to pay for my suicide. Rather than use it for the … Continue reading How about this for a bit of raw reality, shed a little light on โGreat Britainโsโ plight
This soul has seen enough. This time, I am saying my final goodbye.
The end of the road, a draft I have published too soon, about my mental health journey, and the consequences of abominable mental health failure in Hull, UK. Suicide- Iโm not the only one.
FYI- I ranted myself to life, reflecting on recent posts
We will see where this goes So yeah, you may have stumbled upon my posts which pertain to serious intent upon giving up. I still feel deeply afflicted by the pain of knowing I could have, and would have, fulfilled a potential, helped others through my lived experiences, go on to be one of the … Continue reading FYI- I ranted myself to life, reflecting on recent posts
I am a disgrace, and my field of fucks is barren. This is my Potential farewell.
Absolute TW on this one, donโt read it if you think your biggest threat to life and stability might be dark humour which mentions matters of mental health specifically. Many people may well be outraged. But you canโt say โoutrageโ without the inclusion of the โoutโ, and so use that paradox to find your way … Continue reading I am a disgrace, and my field of fucks is barren. This is my Potential farewell.
Suddenly, crushed again. Mental health crisis UK- youโre even killing me.
Literally tell the mental health professionals on a psychiatric ward, I need some help, Iโm on the verge of my final goodbye letterโฆ โalright then goodnight, out of the lounge, we have to clean nowโโฆ โIโm scared I might dieโ โAlright Iโll help you unlock your room.โ Are. You. Fucking. Kidding. Me? Iโm not attention … Continue reading Suddenly, crushed again. Mental health crisis UK- youโre even killing me.
Tooting my own horn without shame ๐บ๐
Who is the most confident person you know? Guess my answerโฆ The answer to this daily prompt question, asking, โwho is the most confident person I know?โ Well, I reckon, that despite having had the privilege of meeting some incredibly confident people in my lifetime, and taking inspiration from the their unwavering shine, I find … Continue reading Tooting my own horn without shame ๐บ๐
Top tips for people in dips- Save yourself from suicide
In crisis? You are definitely not alone. This post is not a cure all, just based on my own lived experiences with mental illness and suicidal crises, I hope that some of the ideas Iโve learned from myself and others, in order to survive, might be able help you when you need it so baby too. Please share the word of you can โค๏ธ
Letโs unite for better mental health services
Mental health matters, so damn much! We need to do something to save ourselves, and our mental health systems in the UKโฆ. If you donโt have time to read the full article, then please just tap this link and take 5 minutes to read the cause, then decide to sign or not. If you can … Continue reading Letโs unite for better mental health services
To all the lost, the survivors, the families the friends. My mental health is a journey, I too must pursue.
I want to take your hand in mine, then together, try and pull us through. A photo taken when i travelled in Indiaโฆ I think it fits well with the topic I realised itโs going to take more than just written words and spoken testimonies, which match like mirrors, the same actions others have tried … Continue reading To all the lost, the survivors, the families the friends. My mental health is a journey, I too must pursue.
The Need for Systemic Reform in Mental Health
The mental health crisis extends beyond treatment accessibility and quality, intersecting with justice and correctional systems with punitive โฆ The Need for Systemic Reform in Mental Health I had to re-blog this brilliant post, as it addresses the key issues facing the future and the challenges which impact the widely and fatally underrepresented, ignored and … Continue reading The Need for Systemic Reform in Mental Health
Political parody – A call to action to address the real issues of mental health
โOrder, order, in the house!โ The MPs jeer, MPs gloat Eventually, they take their seats Mr Speaker, after all, he calls the shots You may hear the PM clear his throat They might well be thinking, as speeches are prepared Our people are fuming But we can still talk and scheme and scam Do we … Continue reading Political parody – A call to action to address the real issues of mental health
Suicide Prevention & Education: Debunking the Myths
**In honor of September being Suicide Prevention and Awareness Month, I will be focusing my blog posts on Suicide Prevention & Education. The topic โฆSuicide Prevention & Education: Debunking the Myths
















