SNIPPETS OF THOUGHT โThis too shall passโ -Retrieved from my first blog, where I originally wrote and published this- March 30th 2017- DANCINGWITHENVELOPES Over this last week, it became increasingly apparent that I was moving forwards from Depression. I suddenly had feelings again, I wasnโt under a bell jar, my surroundings were inviting me to … Continue reading REMEMBERING THE ROUTE TOWARDS THE โUPโ
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The birthday I never thought Iโd live to see
http://www.facebook.com/share/1YdfoAejCw/ (Please use the link above to access more to my story and this whole story, and the fundraiser page itself!) Remarkably, I experienced my 35th birthday yesterday (16th June). Whilst many of us, including myself, face the natural shock and aversion to advancing digits of age, feeling โoldโ and fretting naturally, for the cosmetic … Continue reading The birthday I never thought Iโd live to see
Mind In Motion
โMind in Motionโ When shadows rise and silence calls, When hope feels lost behind these walls, Let not your heart give in to fear, For even now, the light is near. The road may twist, the path may break, Yet every step is one we take. No fall too great, no night too long, We … Continue reading Mind In Motion
Sketches from my mindโs edges: Explore snippets of my original Artwork- simply click โmenuโ button at the top of page to scroll down and select page ๐จ๐๐๐ฆโโฌ
There is no such thing as a mistake in Art. Creativity to the Mind is like the fallen Acorn which dropped into dark Earth below, only to become light and majesty in the growth of a new Oak Tree. Optimism in the Oak Treeโs revival โSelfโ- The Colourstorm in motion Window to the Soul Cyclical … Continue reading Sketches from my mindโs edges: Explore snippets of my original Artwork- simply click โmenuโ button at the top of page to scroll down and select page ๐จ๐๐๐ฆโโฌ
Why the fuck did I think that!?
Welcome to the end of another pretty ruthless year; 2024. This time last year, I felt a great deal more celebratory in this day, the birthday of Jesus Christ- 25th Decemberโฆ. Iโd just been discharged from a hospital admission whereby my abusive ex partner had found out where I was feeling and staying in refuge … Continue reading Why the fuck did I think that!?
Psychedelic Sundaysโฆ
Enjoy this trippy visual journey into the colour dimension with me! Sunday vibes and rainy day excuses, paired with a personal tendency towards all things bright and beautiful, psychedelic and immersive, are all welcome in my box of reasoning behind this little creation. Enjoy! โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGddwrDaq/ โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ
Daily Art- comes from the fucking heart
Discuss, free soulsโฆ I am desperate hear your voice xxx
Hard workโฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!
In what ways does hard work make you feel fulfilled? *First of all- Credit for the featured image set for this post goes to the wonderfully talented Artist Ella Dorson, who created the portrait of myself and my dog, blended spoken words exchanged between us beautifully, and used her Artwork of me alongside and part … Continue reading Hard workโฆ Not a headline many people will warm to!
Musical prescriptionsโฆ Like- actually capable of causing healing
Music is humanity in harmony- A universal language, capable of ascending the dreadful and touching the hands of the Divine. ๐ชโค๏ธ๐ผ๐โฎ๏ธ๐ So I may not be an official โConsultantโ, but I have come to learn a thing or two about REAL medicine, and how to heal without being hindered by the corrupt Capitalist agenda of … Continue reading Musical prescriptionsโฆ Like- actually capable of causing healing
And the call itโฆ Puppy Llluuuurrrvvveee ! โค๏ธ๐พ๐ฅฐ
Because Whippets and pets of our worldโฆ ARE our world! #Stanley ๐ฅฐ
More than just a silver lining
Hell may burn but the light still stretches above without giving up on you, your children, or faith ๐ Evie begins schoolโฆ You werenโt even 1 year old hereโฆ Now you are a 4 year old schoolgirlโฆ and I could not be more amazed, grateful and proud โค๏ธ Forget the darkness and pain Iโve endured … Continue reading More than just a silver lining
Open for business
If you were going to open up a shop, what would you sell? Art materials Art LSD- Could come in different forms for consumption, such as a vape form: โSee-an-Elf-Barโ ๐คฃ๐คฉ๐ซ ๐ 3,4-Methylenedioxymethamphetamine (MDMA) ๐๐คฉ๐ชฉ๐บ๐๐ถโค๏ธโฎ๏ธ High (pun in included for free) quality Cannabis not laced with any bullshit, but of a decent Amsterdam coffee shop degree … Continue reading Open for business
10 Dark Truths that will Make You Stronger.
Web. 10 Dark Truths that will Make You Stronger. Well worthy re-blog!
Enable the (sober life) rave, get thy hose pipe to the garden floor!
vm.tiktok.com/ZGevAG7E3/ Now that I'm doing the whole sober life thing (not that I ever truly needed chemical assistance to get on the floor and rave like the dance floor is the Lord/Lordess... Lordthey -!?- to which I devote divine worship to, religiously)... I sometimes (every day) miss partying and raving my tits off, like my … Continue reading Enable the (sober life) rave, get thy hose pipe to the garden floor!
A thank you to a previous team, at Mindโs crisis pad- praises well worth singing for those who genuinely save lives.
Iโve just had a really beneficial, possibly life altering conversation, with a volunteer who works for Hull Mindโs โCrisis Padโ service- which I probably wouldnโt have had a need or chance to do if certain preliminary and pre-existing NHS services, tasked with the rather voluminous task of saving peopleโs lives within crisis mental health servicesโฆ … Continue reading A thank you to a previous team, at Mindโs crisis pad- praises well worth singing for those who genuinely save lives.
You donโt have to be โstrongโ all the timeโฆ
Written by myself, a fellow warrior of the mental health lived experience debacle, and the journey of learning how to โwinโโฆ You donโt have to stay strong for everyone. You donโt even โhaveโ to stay strong as a command given to your own self aloneโฆ I think you can give yourself permission and validation to … Continue reading You donโt have to be โstrongโ all the timeโฆ
Throwback quotes of funnier days
โEllie, when I woke up and tripped over you on the floor next to the fireplace, you looked like youโd been fucked in a skip!โ -Were the words of wisdom, as the person I could swear had definitely passed out after being FAR more wrecked than I myself had wound up, the night before. Indeed, … Continue reading Throwback quotes of funnier days
Love for the little things in life- love your pencil โค๏ธ๐จ
Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life. Throughout life so far, Iโve tended to notice an unexpected trend, which has made itself known to me, despite extenuated hype surrounding the โthingโ in question, it really does seem to be the case that the โbiggerโ the thing it is, in life, … Continue reading Love for the little things in life- love your pencil โค๏ธ๐จ
Bipolar โtomorrowsโ
Hypermanic polar opposites, Bipolar Disorder stirring and bubbling in a broth combined with C-PTSD and a sprinkle of ADHDโฆ Yeah so apparently, thatโs me๐ซจ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ซฃ Not that my coffee table resembles any such a diagnosis at all! ๐๐ซฃ๐ต FYI- It took me fucking HOURS to concentrate enough to write this, so do me a favour and … Continue reading Bipolar โtomorrowsโ
Point made! Adam AND Eveโฆ no OR in the equation! Therefore, no the Bible ainโt preaching homosexuality! Not that it needs to!
Love is love โค๏ธ
Identify- Be strong tonight, and remember who you are
https://open.spotify.com/track/5GK4ax71sSIokiNEZsND3d?si=eUWfK-i3RCOiPpg7Igzu3w Above/or below at the end of this post , letโs find out... is a song which enabled be to rekindle the light of an identity within myself which Iโd too frequently felt I could no longer discover againโฆ I related to the first half of the song, for its harrowing, and spine tingling resonance … Continue reading Identify- Be strong tonight, and remember who you are
The famous fiveโฆ top everyday things that bring me happiness
๐ฅฐ What are 5 everyday things that bring you happiness? This question is useful beyond measure to a great degree, especially to fall back upon in times of deep struggles. When youโre in your darkest moments, itโs far from easy to just be able to pull up a list from your head, of any single … Continue reading The famous fiveโฆ top everyday things that bring me happiness
Absolutely Irvine Welsh- Ecstasy ๐๐ฆ๐คฉ๐คช๐๐จ๐
What book could you read over and over again? There isnโt much else I can possibly say. Ecstasy had me entranced from the start, I only had to read the first page, then there I was, submerged, spellbound, and transfixed. Time became an absent factor, all that mattered to me were the pages, words printed … Continue reading Absolutely Irvine Welsh- Ecstasy ๐๐ฆ๐คฉ๐คช๐๐จ๐
Instant bad mood reversal for those who are ready to punch a fucking train, watch this
โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGemaV9av/ Still pissed off? Then youโre fucked. Because you shouldnโt be. Either that, or youโve had an Epileptic Seizure, due to my lack of warning about photosensitivity content. In which case, youโre quite right to be pissed off. Sorry Iโve just set you back to point zero in waiting for that one year seizure … Continue reading Instant bad mood reversal for those who are ready to punch a fucking train, watch this
Daily ponderings
When are you most happy? I can confidently say that I am most happy when surrounded by trees in the woods, with my Whippet Stanley, listening to the birds sing, or having a cheeky little personal rave if I bring some music along to share with the squirrels and the leaves, totally oblivious to any … Continue reading Daily ponderings




















